"love is like wind, you can't see it but you can feel it." - Nicolas Sparks
It feels great when you love someone ane that someone loves
you back. I'm sure that all of us have lost someone or something in our lives
and it sure is painful. Especially if it's someone it hurts more. Today I'm
going to talk about the one I love most..actually it should be the one I loved
coz that one is not with me anymore.. She said good bye to me forever on 14th
June. It was unexpected. I was coming home from uni and my mom first asked me
how was my exam and then she gave me the bad news.
She is none other than my cat, Apsara... I know you must be
laughing now coz it's not a name someone will use to call a cat, but for me she
is not just a cat. She was my best friend and my everything. She was the one
who was with me 24 ×7 for 2 years. She even slept with me in my bed. Even when
I had a shower she made sure to wait near the door till I come out. With time
she became like a part of my body and now I'm feeling like a disabled person.
Now there is no one to sleep on my books when I'm studying
or to play with my pens when I'm writing. No one is waiting for me when I
return home from uni. No one to cuddle when it's cold at night. I'm so lonely
and miss you alot...
Even though i diagnosed her illness and knew the treatment I
couldn't do it coz of the lack of facilities in this country. After walking to
a dozens of pharmacies I got to know that, that medicine is prohibited to use
in our country. What kind of a nonsense is that? I called some doctors in other
countries and they said my diagnosis is correct and the only treatment is the
one I guessed.. How am I supposed to save her in a country like this? The next
day she died.. who is the one to take responsibility ? Definitely it's my fault
in the first place for having a pet in a sick country like this.. There is
nothing for animals here except a bunch of veterinary surgeons who gives
antibiotics for every illness. Actually we can't blame them coz they don't have
any proper way of diagnosing illneses. No MRI machines, no biopsies or ultra
sounds.. so how are they suppose to know what is the illness. Animals can't
talk by the way.. so I wish someone will build hospitals for animals atleast
one per province.. So that no one will go through the suffering I'm going through now...
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